AWESOME BANDS
Topic: AWESOME BANDS
these bands e awesome if you have never listened to their music you are missing out of some totally the shit and you need to start listeing to them like right .......... NOW!

kotton mouth kings

USP
Topic: USP
Hey look isn't this kool ???
i think it is soooooo do you well that is the mystery here i guess

Pic Of Jkae
Topic: Pic Of Jake D. Snide
this is Jake D Snide he was killed by a dumb drunk driver. i hate them drunk drivers they are soooooo dumb and im-mature, why do they drink and drive do they think it is kool ??? I guess we will never know

I LOVE YOU
Topic: I LOVE YOU

I LOVE KEVIN ATWOOD TOOOO DEATH AND I ALWAYS WILL SO IF YOU ARE A GUY AND YOUR READIN MY SHIT KEEP ON DREAMIN CUZ I ONLY LOVE HIM AND NO ONE ELSE SO EVERYONE ELSE FUCK OFF

Family
Topic: Family
Myself - kooland wacky and daring and lovin but i love Kevin Atwood the most out of ne one
asl 13 f vt
My dad kool and love him
asl 52 m vt
my fagot motha dumb and idiotic and i hate her
age 46 f and who gives a shit bout her

BABY GIRL
Topic: BABY GIRL

thats me most ppl don't call me that but my family does and i don't mind cuz i have been called it most of my life so it doesn't bother me. so if one of my friends started to call me it i wouldn't mind cuz i have been called it so long.

play boy
Topic: play boy

Kick ass Play boy bunny rox the house bitches

Welcome
Topic: Welcome

To my wonderful, sexy site

MAH BoyZ
Topic: MAH BoyZ

Kevin Atwood the guy I LOVE to DEATH
Dustin- like my big bro
Bradey- like my lil bro
Justin- kool
Kody- iight but odd
Matt- dumb but kool
James- weird just like david but it is ok its not his fault
Greg- gragafer
David B- class clown
Myles- scared of clowns
Jason - i have known him fer a long time and now he is goin out wid my cuzin tina
Kyle - known him as long as Jason
Jake - he died on Easter ((((((((( we will miss him ))))))))

My GurlZ
Topic: Mah GurlZ



Kirstie- squirrel lover
Kaylavery wild and entertaining
kassi- wacky and crazy
Amanda- kool
Ashley- iight but dumb at otha times also a cow lover
Emmy- poserific
Tosha- unusal and kool
Brittney- crazy and wild
Laura C - crazy
LAT- very odd
Steph- kool
Becca- wacky
Carrie(she's Kevin's cuzin)
Courtney Campbell- kool and wacky
TJ shes aweome
Tina shes my cuzin

Mood:  hug me
Topic: We Love You
Hey Baby Girl,


You know we love you and you know we don’t want to say good-bye to you now
So please don’t ever try to die again
We like being there for you and we love being close to you but we need you to stay alive cause our friends and family would never be the same without you there to be the funny one and be the silly blonde that loves being wacky
And we can always count on you to cheer us up when we are sad or mad at something
Of course you can be a sheer blonde but that is good at times cause then you can have an excuse
we know your love for poetry and music and we know who you love and how much you love him
We all just want you to be safe and we don’t want you to leave this world
So next time you get mad or feel that you can’t take anything anymore
Please talk to someone or just go for a walk and take your anger out that way please
Because we don’t want you to say good-bye to all your friends and the person you love
So think first and don’t go please baby girl cuz we will all miss you sooooooooo much if you go.
SO STAY ALIVE!


We love you Shy,
Tina and Jason and Kevin Atwood and everyone else

Commit
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: Sad
Commit

I won’t be fine at nine
I’ll be dead in my own bed
I’ll be looking at pictures of my friends
At the funeral some people will be sad and others mad
But everyone will know I decided to commit suicide over a boy;
Who shall remain nameless in the poem
Everyone thought I was always full of joy
But it was just an act
So after I died everyone packed my things away and said good-bye to me
I hope that I come back in another life and see someone that I LOVE to death
I know this:
I won’t take another knife to my wrists if I get another life.

Death 1
Death ………. What does it feel like?


I don’t know but I wish I knew
Yesterday I just lost two of my best friends and one was a cousin of mine and a very close friend who was like a brother and their names are Shawn and Jake.
I ache in pain because I lost a very close relative and friend who were like my brothers.
Their mothers didn’t even know the real them, they think they know them
But really they don’t
I blame myself for their deaths
They were killed by a person that I knew personally;
Who was also a drunk driver
I had to cry myself to sleep last night because I felt so terrible and still do
I probably won’t be able to sleep right for awhile
I probably won’t stop blaming myself
I hope that they’ll watch out for me even though they are both gone
When I was told about the accident
I heard someone say “so” and I started to cry even more
I almost drowned myself in my own tears
One of my fears was this and I never wanted have it come true
I hope that drunk driver goes to jail and never sees day light again
I wish I could just shove a huge nail through his heart and watch him die
And then I could watch his family cry with all of their pain that they have inside them right then and there

Death
Mood:  blue
Death


Sad, painful
No one ever wants to die
But when someone does people cry
But then the next day you find something out and you try to deal with it
But can’t
You try to go a separate way from it but it always seems to catch back up with you
You try to act like it isn’t there and say it isn’t true and go away
From everyone and everything



Death

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Mood:  blue
Untitled 2

You cry
I die
You call me
I fall out of life
You see me last
But I am gone as fast as a blink of an eye
I make others cry
But mostly you because I died because of you
You blame yourself
But you thought our relationship was just a game
I fought with you and for my life
So that’s what I did in a mid life crisis
Everyone thought my life was like a dice; just roll it every time you please
My life was worth just dime to you and didn’t know what to do with it,
So you it on death for
ME!


~ To Bad I Guess

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Mood:  blue
Topic: Depression
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Fer real
I don’t know how to deal with anything anymore
So I’ll take this knife and end my life for ever
I’ll make sure I die and then I will cry
But when I cut so deep, I will make my blood flood all around me and then you can see that I don’t care about myself and that I love doing dares specially the ones that can kill me or hurt me
But I guess you can see that this was no dare it was something I just did
But the truth is that I don’t think anyone cares about me or ever did in my past
So I left life as fast as I came into life
I just took a sharp, pointy, shiny knife and said good-bye to life and died
The last thing I did before I left was write a letter to who ever finds my poor body,
That would be drenched in my blood
It said:

To whom it concerns,

I am saying good-bye and if you want to know why you can read my black and red diary (in the top left drawer in my bureau)
It says everything bout what has happened to me in my pathetic, short life and what ever I said in my diary is the truth
You can even ask my therapist; her name is Ruth
She will say the same damn things about me, that’s in my diary
But forget about her
So good-bye and if you are the person that is special to me, I ‘m sorry and
I LOVE YOU!
But I have to go
And I am very sorry for being a disappointment to you,
But I guess what I am to you is true (just a disappointment girl)
So hope your life isn’t as crummy as mine, here is a little advice okay,
If you take your time in life then you might get what you want
Then you won’t end up taking a knife to your wrists like I did

Well good-bye I’m sorry for bothering in life
Yours in mind and trying very hard not to be found,

Shy

P.S.

Please try not to find me

So that’s what I wrote, I hope you liked it
But everything in the letter I last wrote is ALL true
Well now I have to go and be me
Oh yea, if you didn’t realize this, I just killed myself



~ CRY WID ME ~
* sniffle * sniffle *sniffle